Iz is getting pretty good now. By the time she's 4 I expect sentences will full stops.

https://photos.app.goo.gl/cyvZfjDeR7MtqQZu7

Why am I writing such long posts tonight? Also I should go to bed it's 3 am.

Help me write my resignation letter please guys. We have until Sunday evening, I'm handing it in Monday.

What I want to say is that I'm leaving because I'm frustrated. I work really hard and put massive figures into the bonus but then I have it all taken away from me because the bonus is pooled between the team and the rest don't pull their weight. I've got a new baby coming and need to earn more. I liked my time there and would be happy to go back one day if the problems I mentioned were addressed.

I'm shit at writing that kind of stuff, it'll end up sounding like a rant.

Just something I wrote, if you guys want to check. I'm quite proud of how it came out:
http://ukwfefed.proboards.com/thread/571/events?page=1&scrollTo=2018

Hey guys, I wanted some opinions in picking a really important plot point in one of my stories... Hopefully this will be the first one I'll actually fully write.
The story is "The Master Sisters" (or potentially just "The Masters") and you might have seen me ramble about it around a couple times, including seeing a user called "Carnival Master" which is based in one of the main characters.
The story itself is divided in three primary storylines, one for each sister, and I have mostly outlined the ideas for the first two. Carnival, however, I have two options.
First of all, just a characterization of Carny that I wrote in a previous Favsland post: "She's insane, no doubt about it. she has no sense of right or wrong, of what's fair and unfair, of what should and should not be done. She's the kind of person that will just do something on a whim, she doesn't care, she can't care."
Okay, so the key point in Carny's storyline is compassion. She's someone who doesn't have it and it confuses her.
One of the major points in this story is her best friend finding that they're gay/lesbian. Said person is religious and they will battle against their pre-established morals and who they are. They'll look for Carnival's help in trying to understand that side of their persona. Carnival herself is bisexual, but she's not the kind of person to get others. She's not more acceptable of things different of her because of that. She just ignores it because everybody is different than her in some point, in most points, but she still things it's stupid for things to be other way. In the case of love, to care about the other persons gender. This will cause some dispute between the friends.
Now, the thing I wanted your opinion in is the gender of said character. I've thinking about it and here's the main differences in the story with each gender:
Female: This was my original idea, most of the cast is already female with the exception of three characters so she fits in. In this scenario in her teenage years she'll fall in love with one of Aurora's best friend, Katherine, which is not lesbian. In the ending of this version, Carnival falls in love with her and she ends up also falling in love with Carny, the final arcs of the story is this character trying her best to help Carnival of all her demons and in the end they end up together.
Male: I started thinking about this one recently, like I said, most of the characters are female, so I thought maybe another male character would be better, plus, there aren't that many homosexual male characters in general, and none in my stories (while there kinda is already another lesbian one). In this version the character would fall in love with the same guy Aurora likes in thei rteenage years, which is also not gay and already likes someone else. Like in the previous version Carnival ends up falling in love with him in their adult lives but in this scenario their final arcs are more toward trying to still be friends while Carny realizes that no matter what he won't like her. In the end he finds someone and Carny overcomes her love and stays happy for him.

What version would you find more appealing and why?

Sometimes I sit and write my Roleplays. I have a LOT of characters, most of them of the Master Family (Master Crash, get it), but some stand alone as well, from Naviel Sunderland, a paranoid pyromaniac who thinks everyone's out to rape her thanks to some traumas, to Christine, a shapeshifter girl who all she does is watch movies and date her girlfriend and be overall cute. Characters like Jack Waters, basically a representation of me with all my bad points upped, and Twilight Master, a Twilight Sparkle look alike who evolved from a angry scientist to a angry mom, and the first member of what would become my Master Family (back when I was CrashRHCP), but it wasn't until I started writing her daughters, Aurora, "Carnival" Dawn and Moonlight, for the wrestling RPs that I really, REALLY, got attached to a character. They're almost like part of me.
Moonlight, the younger sister, is my shyness, is my weak-mindness, she's afraid of being the center of the attention, but, contrary to me, she's HUGE, she's strong, she is visually different, she's the kind of girl that everyone will look at when crossing the street. Moonlight is honor, is justice, she's the kind of people that will do anything to make sure you feel better, to make sure things go as they should, contrary to the rest of her family, she stands for order rather than chaos, yet in this world she stands as the black sheep.
"Dr. Carnival" Dawn, the middle sister, is my humor, is my love for the macabre, is my weirdness, upped to a million. She's insane, no doubt about it. she has no sense of right or wrong, of what's fair and unfair, of what should and should not be done. She's the kind of person that will just do something on a whim, she doesn't care, she can't care. She looks fun at first, always being random and shooting out the craziest of shit, but behind it lies true, scary, saddening, mental issues that never got the proper treatment.
Aurora, the older sister, is my love of music, but more important than that, she is my escape from my depression, because she goes through the same things I do, for the most part. Specially romantic problems. Aurora is someone who fails at her dreams, that no matter how much she tries she always seem to screw up, and it's most of the time HER fault. She's often left alone, something she hates. Contrary to Moonlight, she wants to be the center of attention, because she's proud and she should be, she's beautiful, she is smart, she's better than most people at anything that involves pure logical thinking because she was born gifted, but that alienates everyone else. She feels like no one loves her at times, she feels like, even though she's great at a lot of things, she's a failure at what she truly wants, she truly feels alone, and she relies on the music as an escape, but even that ends up turning against her, when her band ends due to a suicide that was HER fault. No matter how great she is, she always fucks things up, and she always finds herself alone.
It's these three characters that make me feel better in darker times, because they are dark characters, but sometimes they don't look like it. If you are to read some of their segments you'd think they were a comedy trio, because no matter how dark, they always find a way to light up the day.
Uh... sorry, I ended up writing a big wall, but I'm really passionate for these characters and wanted to share it :3

Mhmm... so I wrote this. It's for Roleplay, I'm trying to introduce my character "Carnival" Dawn Master, to this website, even though the character and her sisters are already established characters in some other places, and a couple of people from the new website know them. It's for a wrestling based RP, but it has no mentions of wrestling, actually. I just wanted to know if, not knowing the characters, you guys can get a good feel and feel entertained by this or not. As well as what is good and what could be improved, if you don't mind, of course.
Fun fact: The characters here portrayed are the reason why I am "Master" Crash.

So... I was bored and wrote this: http://sadnessandallhisfriends.tumblr.com/post/132439970809/a-letter-to-no-one
Don't overthink it.

I've been writing more and more lately. I'm debating starting a blog to post my work. If I were to do so, would any of you guys read what I post?

Pretty much my passion and how I can best describe how I'm feeling.