• NodleyFear
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    I've been thinking again.

    Almost nothing scares me. I'm scared of spiders but I've been working on it when I see one and I'm perfectly fine with dealing with anything in the UK as long as it isn't an escaped tarantula or something. I don't like them now more than I'm scared.

    But really, in all honesty, just 2 things scare me.

    1. Something happening to Isabella.
    2. Getting Alzheimers.

    I mean, we all worry if we lost our job and everything, but I'm not talking worry or small things, I mean real fear. Getting old timers disease is terrifying, I watched my nanna go down that road for years, I think I'll kill myself before it got too bad. I'd rather have cancer than Alzheimers.
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      Editing … Loosing my mind really scares me too, saw my granddad having such fate was horiffic. Honestly i went unconcious due thinking about what to expect at the visit. That was two and a half months before he died.
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      Editing … It's awful. We all grow up thinking death is easy you just pass away peacefully in a bed with your family around you.
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      Editing … My grandmum always said such about people dying in their beds.
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      Editing … War is the same, we all watch the movies and think a quick death bullet to the heart. The reality is much different. You know, I quite liked it as a kid, I wanna go back there for a while....
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      Editing … Getting old is scary!
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      Editing … Indeed my grandmums dad died after bombing in WW2, most of his skin was burned away after a hit, was told suffering lasted three days until death. Grandma's older brother came to her saying "Don't wanna say goodbye to me? I won't come back!" He was sent to Russia and never seen again...fate still unknown...
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      Editing … Ok, add fire to my fears. I'm scared of being burned to death. That must be an excruciating way to go.
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      Editing … I'm hoping for the passing peacefully in bed with family method. I like it, I'm it's biggest fan.
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      Editing … Yea, but like what do you mean by fear? There's so many...tiers for fears. Like are you talking about afraid enough to cause inaction, or fear that causes an anxiety response, or fear that causes paranoia, or just like fear that causes mental dread.
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      Editing … I bet there are many things to fear but we just don’t have experience with them so we don’t know to fear them. For example I’ve always slept upstairs until this new house and at night sometimes stupid teens with no life randomly come into your garden and bang the windows. I was never afraid of burglars and stuff but now I realise if someone wanted to break in and kill you it would be very easy. It makes me think of a previous old lady neighbour. Someone forced their way into her house and she was mugged and hurt. I cannot imagine how that must feel to always be thinking about that at any moment someone could come into your house and do something horrible. Now I’m getting used to “ground living” but it still freaks me out if weird people come up to my house. I want a metal baseball bat.
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